SF Month 2024: We Are “Go” for Launch

This month I’ll be participating in SF Month 2024, with a focus on science fiction: in addition to my reading, I’ll also occasionally participate in the prompts that are posted, combining them with Top Ten Tuesdays and What are You Reading Wednesdays as needed. Today’ prompt is our main TBR for this month, which for me is The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula le Guin. I finally read her for the first time a few weeks back, doing a buddy read with Cyberkitten of The Dispossessed, but Left Hand will give me more experience & will knock off another category in the Science Fiction Book Bingo game hosted by At Boundary’s Edge. The bingo game will orient a lot of my reading, I think, and we’ll see how close I get to a complete sweep. What to expect?

First up, Star Trek. I’d started Firewall (the new Seven novel) but gotten distracted by some paper or other. In addition to that, the new Strange New Worlds novel, Asylum, is dropping on November 5th. That date is easy to remember to remember for some reason. Also, Nana Visitor (Major Kira) just released a book called Open a Channel: A Woman’s Trek which is about how women were shaped by and shaped Star Trek over the years.

Becky Chambers’ Long Way to a Small Angry Planet will probably feature, as will Jumpnauts, a 2024 release that’s also a work in translation.

I’ll also be revisiting a favorite by trying Daniel Suarez’s Delta V, about asteroid mining, which has a sequel called Critical Mass these days. I may also revisit Doctorow, who I’ve not read in a while. I also want to try Ray Bradbury’s The Illustrated Man, a collection of short stories by the master. Oh, and some Firefly.

I think that will do for a start!

If you’re interested in participating, click the banner to find the hosts at Always Room for One More, BookForager, Dear Geek Place, and a Dance with Books.

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Moviewatch, October 2024

“Dios mio, am I in a musical?!”
The most unintentionally unfunny scene I’ve seen all month. It comes in the middle of an exploring party slowing dying of disease and native attacks in the Amazon.

This month was fairly quiet because my movie-watching friend was in Texas for two weeks. We wound up focusing a bit on horror.

Killer Joe, 2012.  A young adult who is in big trouble with bookies concocts a scheme: hire a hitman to knock off his mother whom everyone hates, then use the insurance money to pay off the hitman and the bookies. Genius! Except that the hitman refuses to work on spec, and insists on the guy’s sister as a ‘retainer’. The bookie-plagued lad has just been beaten up and goes along with it for a few days before changing his mind, but whoopsie! The killer already has mama in the trunk. Compelling acting from Matthew McCounaghey, There are multiple interesting elements — the bookie is the quintessential amiable villain, the sister is a little ‘off’ like River Tam — but it’s the ending I’ll remember. I figured things would go poorly, but I didn’t see them going poorly the way they went. Definitely want to see more of Juno Temple.

The Sixth Sense, 1999. A kid is psychologically disturbed: Bruce Willis tries to help. Unfortunately, this movie was spoiled for me years ago, and I couldn’t experience it the way a first-time viewer should:  as you may or may not know, it has a twist equivalent to the one in Fight Club.   Solid acting and music, and easily the sweetest horror movie I’ve ever seen. (…not that it has any competition…)  I mentioned to a horror-loving friend that I was watching this, and he replied “I can’t wait for you to review Avengers Endgame in 25 years .” I’ve watched exactly one Avengers movie (Avengers) and that was enough. Joke’s on him.

Kinski: Kill. Me. Now.

Aguirre, the Wrath of God. 1972. Pizarro hears of a city of Gold and sends a few troops to investigate. They are led by Aguirre, who proves to be insane. We spend 1.5 hours watching a crew of Spaniards and their enslaved native servants being picked off by the hostile tribes of the Amazonian interior. I had some doubts, historically (there is no way Spain would send two women in a military expedition like this!), but it made for interesting drama and cinematography. My first Werner Herzog film. I spent most of the first hour trying to get over “Spanish” people speaking German, which got especially weird after Aguirre appointed some noblemen as the new Kaiser after announcing that the Hapsburgs were dethroned. Klaus Kinski is…an interesting actor. Evidently he has a reputation. Favorite scene is when a native starts playing a flute and Kinski just stands with an obvious “The hell did I sign up for?” expression on his face.

A Coffee in Berlin, 2012. We follow a young man as he lives a day in Berlin. He tries to slip out on his girlfriend, is invited to lunch by his father who tells him he is a disappointment who will no longer be supported financially, encounters a girl in high school he used to bully but who is now kind of cute, goes to see her in a play, and closes the evening in a bar with a man who remembers living in 1930s Germany and witnessing the Night of Broken Glass — a man who moved away with his family and returned after sixty years, only to find his homeland unrecognizable. The man collapses and dies and the young fellow finally has the cup of coffee he’s been trying to have all day. Interesting movie but hard to precis.

Basketcase, 1982. A horror film that’s…slightly comic at this point, while not losing its disturbing nature. It’s comic because of the practical effects, which I’m sure were most impressive at the time. What’s in the basket? You really don’t want to know.


Late Night with the Devil, 2024. Creepy and interesting film that’s set in Halloween 1977: the host of a late-night show called Night Owls hopes to combat faltering ratings by having on his show — on Halloween Night — a teenager who was the only survivor of a satanic cult’s mass suicide. The panel’s guests include a Uri Gellar standin, a James Randi standin who is impressive in his accuracy (he even has a CSICOP-like organization & the same half-million prize for someone who can prove paranormal activity in controlled conditions), and the aforementioned posessed girl and her guardian/psychologist. The film is presented as the aired episode of the show — with titles, cutaways, and the like — and is even letterboxed, not wide screen. It goes into Exorcist territory, though not all the way, and has some backstory that touches on Bohemian Grove. Iinteresting but disturbing. I was amused by the Randi caricature’s details. A mix of live broadcast and found-foootage.

Laserblast, a 1979 SF film about……
Well, the movie opens with some dude running around the desert with a special ray-gun. He sees some aliens, tries to shoot them, fails, and is killed. Later, a teenager discovers the dude’s ray-gun and the necklace that goes along with it, and begins playing around with it. Turns out the necklace has some One Ring properties and takes over the user. Meanwhile, some small-town cops and a Mysterious Government G-Man are snooping around. There’s lots of explosions, a nice pool scene, and the movie ends. There’s more exposition in the trailer than in the actual movie.

Rosemary’s Baby, 1968.    A young couple moves into a run-down hotel. He wants to move up in his career; she wants babies. Soon, they’re both getting what they want, but the woman (Rosemary) has an unusual pregnancy and her neighbors and husband are acting very strange.  Maybe she’s been abused by a Satanic cult…..?

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Selected quotations from The Anxious Generation

Gen Z became the first generation in history to go through puberty with a portal in their pockets that called them away from the people nearby and into an alternative universe that was exciting, addictive, unstable, and—as I will show—unsuitable for children and adolescents. Succeeding socially in that universe required them to devote a large part of their consciousness—perpetually—to managing what became their online brand. This was now necessary to gain acceptance from peers, which is the oxygen of adolescence, and to avoid online shaming, which is the nightmare of adolescence. Gen Z teens got sucked into spending many hours of each day scrolling through the shiny happy posts of friends, acquaintances, and distant influencers. They watched increasing quantities of user-generated videos and streamed entertainment, offered to them by autoplay and algorithms that were designed to keep them online as long as possible. They spent far less time playing with, talking to, touching, or even making eye contact with their friends and families, thereby reducing their participation in embodied social behaviors that are essential for successful human development.

The key factor is the commitment required to make relationships work. When people are raised in a community that they cannot easily escape, they do what our ancestors have done for millions of years: They learn how to manage relationships, and how to manage themselves and their emotions in order to keep those precious relationships going.

No matter the pattern or severity of their story, what is common among parents is the feeling that they are trapped and powerless. Most parents don’t want their children to have a phone-based childhood, but somehow the world has reconfigured itself so that any parent who resists is condemning their children to social isolation.

One out of every four teens said that they were online “almost constantly.” By 2022, that number had nearly doubled, to 46%.[32] These “almost constantly” numbers are startling and may be the key to explaining the sudden collapse of adolescent mental health. These extraordinarily high rates suggest that even when members of Gen Z are not on their devices and appear to be doing something in the real world, such as sitting in class, eating a meal, or talking with you, a substantial portion of their attention is monitoring or worrying (being anxious) about events in the social metaverse. As the MIT professor Sherry Turkle wrote in 2015 about life with smartphones, “We are forever elsewhere.”

The first generation of Americans who went through puberty with smartphones (and the entire internet) in their hands became more anxious, depressed, self-harming, and suicidal. We now call that generation Gen Z, in contrast to the millennial generation, which had largely finished puberty when the Great Rewiring began in 2010. The tidal wave of anxiety, depression, and self-harm hit girls harder than boys, and it hit preteen girls hardest of all.

Experience, not information, is the key to emotional development. It is in unsupervised, child-led play where children best learn to tolerate bruises, handle their emotions, read other children’s emotions, take turns, resolve conflicts, and play fair. Children are intrinsically motivated to acquire these skills because they want to be included in the playgroup and keep the fun going.

Life on the platforms forces young people to become their own brand managers, always thinking ahead about the social consequences of each photo, video, comment, and emoji they choose. Each action is not necessarily done “for its own sake.” Rather, every public action is, to some degree, strategic. It is, in Peter Gray’s phrase, “consciously pursued to achieve ends that are distinct from the activity itself.” Even for kids who never post anything, spending time on social media sites can still be harmful because of the chronic social comparison, the unachievable beauty standards, and the enormous amount of time taken away from everything else in life.

In his textbook on adolescence, the developmental psychologist Laurence Steinberg notes that adolescence is not necessarily an especially stressful time. Rather, it is a time when the brain is more vulnerable to the effects of sustained stressors, which can tilt the adolescent into mental disorders such as generalized anxiety disorder, depression, eating disorders, and substance abuse.

Gen Z are an incredibly isolated group of people. We have shallow friendships and superfluous romantic relationships that are mediated and governed to a large degree by social media. . . . There is hardly a sense of community on campus and it’s not hard to see. Oftentimes I’ll arrive early to a lecture to find a room of 30+ students sitting together in complete silence, absorbed in their smartphones, afraid to speak and be heard by their peers. This leads to further isolation and a weakening of self identity and confidence, something I know because I’ve experienced it firsthand.

The more time a girl spends on social media, the more likely she is to be depressed. Girls who say that they spend five or more hours each weekday on social media are three times as likely to be depressed as those who report no social media time.

This is the great irony of social media: the more you immerse yourself in it, the more lonely and depressed you become. This is true both at the individual level and at the collective level.

Humans are embodied; a phone-based life is not. Screens lead us to forget that our physical bodies matter.

We can’t put the entire burden of policing minimum ages on parents, any more than we would do so when teens try to buy liquor. We expect liquor stores to enforce age limits. We should expect the same from tech companies.

Social media is a fountain of bedevilments. It trains people to think in ways that are exactly contrary to the world’s wisdom traditions: Think about yourself first; be materialistic, judgmental, boastful, and petty; seek glory as quantified by likes and followers. Many users may believe that the implicit carrots and sticks built into platforms like Instagram don’t affect them, but it’s hard not to be affected unconsciously.

We should all be aghast that the average American elementary school student gets only 27 minutes of recess a day.[19] In maximum-security federal prisons in the United States, inmates are guaranteed two hours of outdoor time per day. When a filmmaker asked some prisoners how they’d feel if their yard time was reduced to one hour, they were very negative. “I think that’s going to build more anger,” said one. “That would be torture,” said another. When they were informed that most children around the world get less than an hour a day of outdoor playtime, they were shocked.[20]

In other words, the phone ban ameliorates three of the four foundational harms of the phone-based childhood: attention fragmentation, social deprivation, and addiction. It reduces social comparison and the pull into the virtual world. It generates communion and community. Naturally. Smartphones and their apps are such powerful attention magnets that half of all teens say they are online “almost constantly.” Can anyone doubt that a school full of students using or thinking about their phones almost all the time—texting each other, scrolling through social media, and playing mobile games during class and lunchtime—is going to be a school with less learning, more drama, and a weaker sense of community and belonging?

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tl;dr

“[In Kurt Vonnegut’s egalitarian dystopia Harrison Bergeron,] anyone with a high IQ is required to wear an earpiece at all times that buzzes loudly every 20 seconds or so with a variety of noises designed to interrupt sustained thinking, thereby bringing the person down to the functional intelligence of the average citizen.When you add it all up, the average number of notifications on young people’s phones from the top social and communication apps amounts to 192 alerts per day, according to one study.[42] The average teen, who now gets only seven hours of sleep per night, therefore gets about 11 notifications per waking hour, or one every five minutes. And that’s just for the apps that are about communication. When we add in the dozens of other apps for which they have not turned off push notifications, the number of interruptions grows far higher. And we’re still only talking about the average teen. If we zoom in on heavy users, such as older teen girls, who use texting and social media apps far more often than any other group, we are now in the ballpark of one interruption every minute. Thanks to the tech industry and its voracious competition for the limited resource of adolescent attention, many members of Gen Z are now living in Kurt Vonnegut’s dystopia.”

The Anxious Generation, Johathan Haidt

I was fortunate enough to read The Shallows by Nicholas Carr and Technopoly/Amusing Ourselves to Death by Neil Postman fairly early, and they both gave me a prudent wariness in regards to how I integrated digital tech into my life: subsequently, I didn’t get a smartphone until 2018, and even now treat it as a tool, rather than an appendage: almost no apps can send me notifications, sound or visual.

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October 2024 in Review

(Preparing to welcome ghost hunters into former slave quarters at Old Cahawba. The quarters were renovated into a standard house in 1935, after the main residence burned, but a historical commission is “restoring” it to the original design.)

If you’re interested in reading about the building, here’s a page on it that shows how it looked prior to the “restoration”, as well as a photo of the Kirkpatrick mansion.

It’s technically possible, but highly improbable that I finish anything else tonight and tomorrow, so let’s wrap this month up. (Edit: I was wrong. Finished Anxious Generation at lunch.) October was crazy busy with school work, so much so that when the professor sent out a mid-semester survey she was evidently overwhelmed by “PLEASE MAKE IT STOP” feedback and retooled a few of our assignments. Most of my reading tended toward the casual, then, with a nod toward ‘spooky season’ in the form of books about obituaries and cemeteries. I made no progress toward any of my standing challenges, but academia comes first given how much money I’m spending on it. The highlight of the month, of course, was visiting two others at the Resisting the Machine event in Birmingham, and seeing the amazing variety of interesting books on display. Although I’m going to be spending November working on a big grad school project due in December (….planning eight library programs, producing flyers, and researching budgets) I knocked out some minor assignments earlier in the semester so I should have more time now for reading.

Favorite Highlight/Quote:

We humans are like fish dwelling at the bottom of a pond. We perceive the sun’s light filtered imperfectly to the depths. […] The higher we rise, the more clearly we see. The beauty shining through great art — painting, poetry, sculpture, dance, music, architecture, and so forth — calls us out of the depths of our spiritual slumber and up toward the pure light.” (Living in Wonder)

New Acquisitions:
Living in Wonder, Rod Dreher. Preordered months ago, but I bought the hardback to get signed & cancelled the Kindle preorder.
The Medieval Mind of C.S. Lewis, Jason Baxter. Met the author at the Dreher-Kingsnorth event and decided to go ahead and go for it.
The Silmarillion, JRR Tolkien. Friend picked this up at an estate sale and gave it to me.
Greenlights, Matthew McConaughey. Friend picked this up it a thrift store and gave it to me.
The C.S. Lewis Collection: Signature Classics. Eleven of his works in a $3 ebook? Count me in! I’ve read most of them (save for Letters to Malcolm and Reflections on the Psalms) and have half of them in physical form, but it’s always nice to be able to carry around Jack in my pocket.

Pending Reviews
Still trying to get my head around Living in Wonder. Just finished Anxious Generation.

Coming up….

Although I did a ‘SF Sweep’ in September, Vero @ Dark Shelf of Wonders alerted me to a bookish event in November called SciFi Month. I figured I’d throw in with it, since it’s not as if I’ll run out of SF to read any time soon! If you’re interested in participating, click the banner to find the hosts at Always Room for One More, BookForager, Dear Geek Place, and a Dance with Books. Preview of what is coming up will follow on November 1st.

Also, one of the two booktubers I follow, Olive (the other being Marian of Classics Considered), is hosting Nonfiction November for the final time, and given that finality I’d like to participate in that as well, with an eye toward restoring Nonfiction to its proper place on the reading throne after so long a fictional usurpation. That won’t happen, but maybe by December they can reach parity. Does this goal directly contradict the focus on science fiction? Absolutely. Guess we’ll just have to see what happens.

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WWW Wednesday

Today’s prompt from Long and Short Reviews inquires: what superstitions do I have? To my knowledge, I don’t have any besides the strange compulsion to hold down the left shift key when I’m playing Civilization III, and tap it manically if my unit begins losing. Why my brain decided there was a relationship between my tapping a keyboard and the fate of my computer units, I have no idea. I actively resist it when I play Civ 3, and it has gotten weaker over the years. But as far as knocking on wood, avoiding black cats, not walking under ladders, all that sort of thing — it’s never been an issue for me.

WHAT have you finished reading recently? Living in Wonder, Rod Dreher.

WHAT are you reading now? The Anxious Generation, Jonathan Haidt. On the spike in mental illness exhibited by Gen Z. Also re-reading Crunchy Cons by Rod Dreher to see how my take on it has changed after 11 years.

WHAT are you reading next? I’m participating in both SciFiMonth and Nonfiction November, so something along those lines.

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Top Ten Tuesday: Suspense/Scary Movies I’ve Seen in 2024

Today’s treble-T is a Halloween freebie, so I’m going to highlight the ten most scariest/most suspenseful movies I’ve watched this year. But first! …the tease…

The most exciting thing in my life at the moment is a five-gallon bucket full of human excrement. I should explain. (Paul Kingsnorth, “Learning What to Make of It”. Confessions of a Recovering Environmentalist)

And so! Disturbing, suspenseful, or scary movies I’ve seen this year:

(1) Syk pike  |  Sick of Myself, 2023.   A disturbing film about a young woman (Signe) who falls into a deep well of narcissism: her need for attention is such that she orders anxiety pills off the black market which she knows will make her break out into a skin rash if she takes too many of them — so naturally, she eats them like skittles. The scenes of her taking photos of her disfigured self to share on social media,  her toxic delight  in any attention is profoundly unsettling, though it becomes darkly comic at times, as when she and her partner are being ‘romantic’, shall we say — his “dirty talk” is telling her how he’s visiting her in the hospital, and if she dies he’ll make sure her dad and her ex-friend Anine can’t come because they didn’t come see her in the hospital, that sort of thing.  

(2) Taxi Driver, 1976.   A mentally disturbed and socially awkward veteran who is getting by driving a taxi becomes infatuated with Cybil Shephard, a political campaigner: after disgusts her taking her to a dirty movie (he’s socially oblivious), he hatches a plan to assassinate the man she’s campaigning for, but then encounters a child prostitute (played by Jodie Foster) who he decides to rescue.   Fascinating and disturbing. 

(3)Bronson, 2008. Tom Hardy is Michael Peterson, aka Charlie Bronson, an absolutely violent but weirdly charistmatic serial offender who has spent 30+ years in solitary. The film is framed as Charlie giving a one-man show about his life. Watching this and The Dark Knight Rises, I’m baffled as to how his Shinzon in Star Trek Nemesis could be such an un-interesting character.

(4)Tremors, 1990. After I mentioned I’d watched Dune, a coworker said “I prefer the sand-worms in Tremors.” Upon learning that I’d never watched it, she gave me a 4-disc set with orders to watch at least the first one. Fun horror-comedy in which rednecks are the heroes. My country favorite Reba McEntire is a supporting character as part of a husband-wife prepper team. I never knew how much I needed to hear Reba talking about rifle and shotgun gauges. “BROKE INTO THE WRONG (GORRAM) REC ROOM, DIDN’TYA?!?!”

(5) Monkey Man, 2024. A REALLY interesting film about an Indian orphan whose mother was brutally killed by a cop, who burns for vengeance. He’s a boxer who starts working for a hotel so he can get close to the cop, but after his first attempt fails catastrophically, The Kid regroups at a temple of people who have been persecuted by the cop. Interesting look at modern Mumbai, good acting, all around good time, and rooted in Indian religious culture..

(6) A Clockwork Orange, 1971. Disturbing film about a teenage psychopath who is treated and made to feel revulsed at the thought of violence or lust, but who after his release is continually assaulted by those he offended which (as the movie ends) appears to lead to the mental conditioning failing. If I had known how much sexual violence there was in this, I might not have bothered. It proved quite interesting, but the beginning was….insane.

(7) Cloverfield. Watched without knowing anything about it, which is probably the best way. A “found footage” film that begins as the innocent documenting of a good-bye party (that includes relationship drama) and ends with witnessing a monstrous attack on Manhattan. Gotta wonder how Manhattan audiences reacted to it, only a few years after 9/11. Effective horror-action film save for some implausibilities like the camera’s battery and film lasting for 10+ hours.

(8) The Sixth Sense, 1999. A kid is psychologically disturbed: Bruce Willis tries to help. Unfortunately, this movie was spoiled for me years ago, and I couldn’t experience it the way a first-time viewer should:  as you may or may not know, it has a twist equivalent to the one in Fight Club.   Solid acting and music, and easily the sweetest horror movie I’ve ever seen. (…not that it has any competition…)  I mentioned to a horror-loving friend that I was watching this, and he replied “I can’t wait for you to review Avengers Endgame in 25 years”

(9) Basketcase, 1982. A horror film that’s…slightly comic at this point, while not losing its disturbing nature. It’s comic because of the practical effects, which I’m sure were most impressive at the time.  What’s in the basket?  You really don’t want to know. 

(10) Late Night with the Devil, 2024. Creepy and interesting film that’s set in Halloween 1977: the host of a late-night show called Night Owls hopes to combat faltering ratings by having on his show — on Halloween Night — a teenager who was the only survivor of a satanic cult’s mass suicide. The panel’s guests include a Uri Gellar standin, a James Randi standin who is impressive in his accuracy (he even has a CSICOP-like organization & the same half-million prize for someone who can prove paranormal activity in controlled conditions), and the aforementioned posessed girl and her guardian/psychologist. The film is presented as the aired episode of the show — with titles, cutaways, and the like — and is even letterboxed, not wide screen. It goes into Exorcist territory, though not all the way, and has some backstory that touches on Bohemian Grove. Interesting but disturbing.  I was amused by the Randi caricature’s details. A mix of live broadcast and found-footage. 

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Nonfiction November Kickoff

Although I’m planning on doing SciFiMonth in November, there are also two “Nonfiction November” events happening, and I figured I’d join in with hopes of giving my nonfiction reading a shot in the arm, since it’s been fairly overwhelmed by novels this year. Here’s the fun part: there are two “Nonfiction Novembers” happening, one by BookOlive (with four ‘challenge words’ for participants to match with a book they’ll read) and then one in the bloggersphere. The blogosphere one has writing prompts, so I’ll concentrate on it and if some of my reads match Olive’s challenge words, so much the better.

The hosts for the blog-challenge are:
Liz (Adventures in reading, running and working from home),
Frances (Volatile Rune),
Heather (Based on a True Story),
Rebekah (She Seeks Nonfiction),
and Deb (Readerbuzz)

(Text shamelessly copied fromWordsandPeace.)

The prompt for Week One is:

Celebrate your year of nonfiction. What books have you read?
What were your favorites? Have you had a favorite topic?
Is there a topic you want to read about more?
What are you hoping to get out of participating in Nonfiction November?

I just checked my massive “Books: The Spreadsheet” excel sheet, which declares that Fiction is leading Nonfiction, 91 to 64, which — if you’re familiar with this blog — is weird. Usually nonfiction is leading fiction with a 70/30 split. Unsurprisingly, history accounts for a full third of all of my nonfiction read this year, with science secure in second, Society and Culture holding a tentative third, and Religion & Politics competing for fourth. Though my general goal would be to narrow the absurd gap between nonfiction and fiction, I may specifically target science so I can complete my science survey for this year: there are three categories remaining (Geology, Oceanography, and Natural History; Weather and Climate; and Thinking Scientifically). Nonfiction hasn’t produced a lot of five-star bold titles, but How to Stay Married is probably the best nonfiction title I’ve read this year. That may change once I finish Anxious Generation.

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Confessions of a Recovering Environmentalist

Two years ago I read a Wendell Berry collection of essays edited not by Brother Berry himself, but by someone named Paul Kingsnorth. Being the nosy sort that I am, I inquired of Google who Kingsnorth might be, I knew at once this was a man worth knowing more about — an ardent lover of the wild, a Christian mystic who had abandoned big-city journalism to work the land in rural Ireland. I’ve been reading to read some of Kingsnorth’s published stuff, beyond his substack articles, and meeting him last weekend (ever so briefly) prompted me to get at it. Confessions of a Recovering Environmentalist collects of his published articles, most of which have some connection to environmentalism, the unsustainable nature of our present civilization. The title essay is superb, and the collection as a whole has a strange aura of elegant, sad beauty.

In the main, the essays are linked together in their reflections on the natural world, humanity, and our relationship with it — especially vis a vis the use of technology. If a reader is familiar with the writings of Wendell Berry on industrial agriculture and humanity’s relationship with the land and all the life that dwells therein, they’ll have some notion of where Kingsnorth is coming from — but Kingsnorth is also something of a mystic. Although this was written fifteen years before he converted to Eastern Orthodoxy (he appears to have been practicing a form of Buddhism in this period), Kingsnorth is very porous spiritually here, with a genuine love for Nature and wildness. Not a love for nature as in “Oh, I love hiking/fishing/birding” etc, but that he seeks Nature out as a man in love might, beholds mountains and fields and starlit skies with the same adoration lovers have for one another. He mentions praying in caves frequently, and during his recent trip to Alabama he made a point of visiting the mountainous area of the state so he could pray there. It was this love for nature that made him a ‘green’ in his youth, and in his title essay he documents what was for him the heartbreaking capture of the green movement into the ‘environmental’ movement, one dominated by quants and men in suits and driven not by love of nature and wildness, not by the desire to save beauty for its own sake, but merely so that technical civilization could go on growing and expanding and avoid any messy friction like global warming and rising seas. He especially bemoans the fact that the environmental movement has become hyperfixated on carbon, ignoring other challenges and the fact their solutions to avoid carbon often contribute to those challenges, generally through their high-tech solutions that Kingsnorth views as part of the problem.

It’s not an accident that Kingsnorth featured in a conference called Resisting the Machine, or that he’s presently working on a book called Against the Machine: in one essay here, Kingsnorth reflects on technology and comments that it’s almost as if technology, so intertwined with financial dynamos and power, has developed agency and a will of its own — becoming a gollum, if you will, one that will destroy its creators through their sheer dependency on it, and through what it does to the natural world we are still dependent on even as we try to replace it through strength of will. Joel Salatin and Wendell Berry’s frequent comparison of living soil versus what American agriculture is generally grown in — dead dirt saturated with outside chemicals — comes to mind. Kingsnorth’s essays reveal him to be actively trying to withdraw from this machine: he left big-city journalism behind to buy a small farm in rural Ireland, where he does things like composting his and his family’s manure. Although reflections on tech, nature, and the intersection thereof dominate this collection, there are also a few miscellaneous essays like his fascinating speculation about the prevalence of “green man” art in early Christian churches: he posits that they are references to Anglo-Saxon rebellion against the Norman conquest.

I began reading this Friday evening and it completely derailed all other plans (besides sleep and work) until I’d finished Saturday afternoon. I really wish I’d read this before I met Kingsnorth so I could have had something more meaningful to say other than “Thanks for The World-Ending Fire“: I’ll definitely be reading his other collections!

Quotes/Highlights:

You can best serve civilisation by being against what usually passes
for it. – Wendell Berry

I saw that the momentum of the human machine – all its cogs and wheels, its production and consumption, the way it turned nature into money and called the process growth – was not going to be turned around now. Most people didn’t want it to be; they were enjoying it. All the arguments, all the colourful campaigns, all the well-researched case studies were just washing up on the beach and expiring quietly on the sand, like exhausted jellyfish. There was no stopping what we had unleashed. We were going to eat everything, including ourselves.

When things fall apart, the appetite for new ways of seeing is palpable, and there are always plenty of people willing to feed it by coming forward with their pet big ideas. But here’s a thought: what if big ideas are part of the problem? What if, in fact, the problem is bigness itself?

Kohr’s claim was that society’s problems were not caused by particular forms of social or economic organisation, but by their size. Socialism, capitalism, democracy, monarchy – all could work well on what he called ‘the human scale’: a scale at which people could play a part in the systems that governed their lives. But once scaled up to the level of modern states, all systems became oppressors. Changing the system, or the ideology that it claimed inspiration from, would not prevent that oppression – as any number of revolutions have shown – because ‘the problem is not the thing that is big, but bigness itself’

I didn’t know much when I was twenty-one, which was why I thought I knew everything.

For the first time, I realise the extent and the scope and the impacts of the billboards, the posters, the TV and radio ads. Everywhere an image, a phrase, a demand or a recommendation is screaming for my attention, trying to sell me something, tell me who to be, what to desire and to need. And this is before the internet; before Apples and BlackBerries became indispensable to people who wouldn’t know where to pick the real thing; before the deep, accelerating immersion of people in their technologies, even outdoors, even in the sunshine. Compared to where I have been, this world is so tamed, so mediated and commoditised, that something within it seems to have broken and been lost beneath the slabs. No one has noticed this, or says so if they have. Something is missing: I can almost see the gap where it used to be. But it is not remarked upon. Nobody says a thing.

When I look back on this now, I’m quite touched by my younger self. I would like to be him again, perhaps just for a day; someone to whom all sensations are fiery and all answers are simple.

[T]he world has changed. There are more cars on the roads now, more satellites in the sky. The footpaths up the fells are like stone motorways; there are turbines on the moors and the farmers are being edged out by south country refugees like me, trying to escape but bringing with us the things we flee from. The new world is online and loving it, the virtual happily edging out the actual. The darkness is shut out and the night grows
lighter and nobody is there to see it.

It took a while before I started to notice what was happening, but when I did it was all around me. The ecocentrism – in simple language, the love of place, the humility, the sense of belonging, the feelings – was absent from most of the ‘environmentalist’ talk I heard around me. Replacing it were two other kinds of talk. One was the save-the-world-with windfarms narrative; the same old face in new make-up. The other was a distant, sombre sound: the marching boots and rattling swords of an approaching fifth column.

The environment is the victim of this empire. But ‘the environment’ – that distancing word, that empty concept – does not exist. It is the air, the waters, the creatures we make homeless or lifeless in rocks and legions, and it is us too. We are it; we are in it and of it, we make it and live it, we are fruit and soil and tree, and the things done to the roots and the leaves come back to us. We make ourselves slaves to make ourselves free, and when the shackles start to rub we con dently predict the emergence of new, more comfortable designs.

If a flush toilet is a metaphor for a civilisation that wants to wash its hands of its own wastes as long as they accumulate somewhere else, then a compost toilet is both a small restitution, and a declaration: I will not turn my back on the consequences of my actions. I will not hand them over to someone else to deal with. I will not crap into clean drinking water and flush it down a pipe to be cleaned with industrial chemicals at some sewage plant I have never visited. I will fertilise my own ground with my own manure, and in doing so I will control an important part of my life in this world, and that control will give me more understanding over it. I will claw something of myself back. Even in the rain, even in winter, I will deal with my own shit.

We wanted to live more simply; or perhaps just more starkly, because life here is rarely simple. Our kids were just getting to school age, and the idea of sending them to school to systematically crush their spontaneity and have them taught computer coding so that they could compete in the ‘global race’ made us miserable. We wanted to grow our own food and compost our own shit and educate our own children and make our own jam and take responsibility for our own actions.

” I’ve thought for years that the best way to put a spanner in the consumer dystopia that is unfolding is to ground yourself in a place and to learn to do things with your hands – actually learn to do them, not just write about learning to do them. Grow your own carrots, learn to use an axe and a scythe, know where the sun falls and what the trees do and what is growing in the laneways. Get to know your neighbours, put down roots and stay even when you don’t want to stay. Be famous, as Gary Snyder so wonderfully suggested, for fifteen miles.”

But certainly the endpoint of a culture that focuses on human desire above all things, rejects all previous ways of living, worships machines, sneers at the spiritual and sees the world as a collection of components to be taken apart and analysed in the service of utility, is a world in which humanity disappears further and further into narcissistic virtuality, ‘improving’ its own capabilities with its technology while the world
burns around it.

I discovered John Betjeman, the chronicler of the death of Middlesex, in my early twenties. I discovered old-fashioned poems about places I knew – Harrow, Greenford, Rayner’s Lane, Ruislip in guises that meant nothing to me. It was like seeing a picture of your mother at eighteen, young and free and with no idea you will ever be born. Here was a county of whispering pines, enormous hay fields, elm trees, meadowlands, low, laburnum-leaned-on railings. The evocation of its loss was strong and clean and managed to raise a nostalgia in me for something I had never been part of. For it wasn’t the world I knew. I knew pavements and park railings and cul-de-sacs and council estates and concrete street lamps and white dogshit and the remains of old air-raid sirens. Compared to its past richness, my Middlesex was a drab monoculture. It was, in Betjeman’s words, ‘silent under soot and stone’. But I liked it, because it was where I came from.

I wonder now whether we could Middlesex the whole world. I wonder if we could replace the rainforests with plantations, fish out the seas until only a couple of commercial species are left, carpet the moors in turbines and dam all the rivers and build endless suburbs over what remains of the hay meadows that are now used to grow maize for silage. I wonder if we could busy ourselves with our microchips and machines, turning the world into a planetary farm to support our digital appetites and sinking deeper into our machine-led narcissism as we do. I wonder if we could deplete the diversity and richness of this wild world by 80 or 90 per cent – and within a few generations see it all forgotten, even by those who noticed its going. I wonder if, raised in this culture, with all the new toys to play with, wearing our Google Glasses, sitting in our self driving cars, we would even notice, or care?

I have written about retreating and withdrawing several times before, and it has often brought down on my head accusations of ‘defeatism’ and the like from the activist minded. But it’s not about defeat, or surrender. It’s about pulling back to a place where you can nd the breathing space to be free and human again. From that, all else follows, if you can pay attention.

I’ve recently begun reading the collected writings of Theodore Kaczynski. I’m worried that it may change my life. Some books do that, from time to time, and this is beginning to shape up as one of them.

Illich’s critique of technology, like Kaczynski’s, was really a critique of power. Advanced technologies, he explained, created dependency; they took tools and processes out of the hands of individuals and put them into the metaphorical hands of organisations. The result was often ‘modernised poverty’ in which human individuals became the equivalent of parts in a machine rather than owners and users of a tool. In exchange for ashing lights and throbbing engines, they lost the thing that should be most valuable to a human individual: autonomy. Freedom. Control.

This culture is about superstores, not little shops, synthetic biology not local community, brushcutters not scythes. This is a culture that develops new life forms rst and asks questions later; a species that is in the process of, in the words of the poet Robinson Jeffers, ‘break[ing] its legs on its own cleverness’.

Say what you like about religion, but at least it teaches us that we are not gods. The ethic that is promoted by the de-extinctors and their kind tells us that we are gods and we should act like them. While it may sometimes pose as conservation or environmentalism, this is in reality the latest expression of human chauvinism; another manifestation of the empire of homo sapiens sapiens. If it marches forward it will usher in the end of the animal, and the end of the wild. It will lead us towards a New Nature, entirely the product of our human-ness. There will be no escape from ourselves. We might call it Total Civilisation.

I wonder if there has been a society in history so uninterested in the sacred as ours; so little concerned with the life of the spirit, so contemptuous of the immeasurable, so dismissive of those who feel that these things are essential to human life. The rationalist vanguard would have us believe that this represents progress: that we are heading for a new Jerusalem, a real one this time, having sloughed o ‘superstition’. I am not so sure. I think we are missing something big. Most cultures in human history have maintained, or tried to maintain, some kind of balance between the material and the immaterial; between the temple and the marketplace. Ours is converting the temples into luxury apartments and worshipping in the marketplace instead. We are allergic to learning from the past, but I think we could learn something here.

Which way are we going to walk? What are we going to choose? Spiritual teachers throughout history have all taught that the divine is reached through simplicity, humility and self-denial: through the negation of the ego and respect for life. To put it mildly, these are not qualities that our culture encourages. But that doesn’t mean they are antiquated; only that we have forgotten why they matter. This is not something we ought to be proud of.

I have always associated England with small, secret things, and Britain with big, bombastic ones. Britain to me is empire and royalty, Satanic mills and the White Man’s Burden. England is the still pool under the willows where nobody will nd you all day, and the only sound is the fish jumping in the dappled light. It’s a romantic vision, I know, but then nations are, like people, at least partly romantic things.

[A] little England sounds pretty good to me. An England that pays attention to its places rather than wiping them out in the name of growth; an England that doesn’t have imperial designs; an England that doesn’t want to follow America into idiotic wars for the sake of prestige. An England that stops trying to ‘punch above its weight’, and instead asks why it is punching at all.

I don’t want to sound as if I’ve read too much science ction, but I’m on board with both Kelly and Kurzweil to this extent: this thing [Technology] is bigger than us now. It is developing a degree of autonomy, and it is using us, somehow, to create itself. I know this sounds like a conspiracy theory, but it’s not really a theory, it’s more of a hunch: a conspiracy feeling. We are surrendering the freedom to be human in exchange for the freedom to live in confected dreams: dreams in which nature is dead, except for the pretty bits, and bad things never happen, and nobody dies, and there is nothing to life but entertainment and everything we see we can control, because we have created it.

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Our hearts are in the trim!!

Today is the feast of St. Crispian, which means it’s time to share some Kenneth Branagh w’ ye all.

King Harry: If we are mark’d to die, we are enow
To do our country loss; and if to live,
The fewer men, the greater share of honour.
God’s will! I pray thee, wish not one man more.
By Jove, I am not covetous for gold,
Nor care I who doth feed upon my cost;
It yearns me not if men my garments wear;
Such outward things dwell not in my desires:
But if it be a sin to covet honour,
I am the most offending soul alive.
No, faith, my coz, wish not a man from England:
God’s peace! I would not lose so great an honour
As one man more, methinks, would share from me
For the best hope I have. O, do not wish one more!
Rather proclaim it, Westmoreland, through my host,
That he which hath no stomach to this fight,
Let him depart; his passport shall be made
And crowns for convoy put into his purse:
We would not die in that man’s company
That fears his fellowship to die with us.
This day is called the feast of Crispian:
He that outlives this day, and comes safe home,
Will stand a tip-toe when the day is named,
And rouse him at the name of Crispian.
He that shall live this day, and see old age,
Will yearly on the vigil feast his neighbours,
And say ‘To-morrow is Saint Crispian:’
Then will he strip his sleeve and show his scars.
And say ‘These wounds I had on Crispin’s day.’
Old men forget: yet all shall be forgot,
But he’ll remember with advantages
What feats he did that day: then shall our names.
Familiar in his mouth as household words
Harry the king, Bedford and Exeter,
Warwick and Talbot, Salisbury and Gloucester,
Be in their flowing cups freshly remember’d.
This story shall the good man teach his son;
And Crispin Crispian shall ne’er go by,
From this day to the ending of the world,
But we in it shall be remember’d;
We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;
For he to-day that sheds his blood with me
Shall be my brother; be he ne’er so vile,
This day shall gentle his condition:
And gentlemen in England now a-bed
Shall think themselves accursed they were not here,
And hold their manhoods cheap whiles any speaks
That fought with us upon Saint Crispin’s daaaay!
Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more;
Or close the wall up with our English dead.
In peace there’s nothing so becomes a man
As modest stillness and humility
But when the blast of war blows in our ears,
Then imitate the action of the tiger;
Stiffen the sinews, summon up the blood!
Disguise fair nature with hard-favour’d rage;

Then lend the eye a terrible aspect;
Let pry through the portage of the head
Like the brass cannon; let the brow o’erwhelm it
As fearfully as doth a galled rock
O’erhang and jutty his confounded base,
Swill’d with the wild and wasteful ocean.

Now set the teeth and stretch the nostril wide,
Hold hard the breath and bend up every spirit
To his full height. On, on, you noblest English!
Whose blood is fet from fathers of war-proof!
Fathers that, like so many Alexanders,
Have in these parts from morn till even fought
And sheathed their swords for lack of argument:

Dishonour not your mothers; now attest
That those whom you call’d fathers did beget you.
Be copy now to men of grosser blood,
And teach them how to WAR! And you, good yeoman
Whose limbs were made in England, show us here
The mettle of your pasture; let us swear
That you are worth your breeding; which I doubt not;
For there is none of you so mean and base,
That hath not noble lustre in your eyes.
I see you stand like greyhounds in the slips,
Straining upon the start. The game’s afoot:
Follow your spirit, and upon this charge
Cry ‘God for Harry, England, and Saint Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrge!”

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