Breaking Point: Beating Hitler with Spits and math

Britain, late summer 1940. Jerry plans to pay southern England a visit, and Johnny Shaux and the other boys in the RAF intend on giving him a warm reception. Breaking Point is an unusual and fascinating fictional take on the Battle of Britain, telling the story from two points of view: first, we have the airman’s point of view through the eyes of Johnny Shaux, a cynical soldier who feels he has nothing to live for, but rises through the ranks thanks to talent and the fact that so many young pilots are dying; and second, through quasi-civilian eyes in the form of Eleanor Rand, a mathematician who is attempting to apply the insights of John van Neumann to create a strategic model for the RAF that will allow them to stage assets for maximum effectiveness, not only day by day but hour by hour. With Johnny, we’re getting ground-and-Spitfire level takes. We’re living in the mud with him at an emergency field, ascending into the skies and surrounded by fear and the unknown as much as the glass canopy: we see friends die and wonder if it’s worth it, if all this death is just delaying the inevitable. Eleanor, meanwhile, is consorting with increasingly higher ranks of the British command, at one point even meeting the prime minister and discovering that yes, he really does talk that way. Johnny and Eleanor were both math(s) students in their early years, and their unexpected reunion leads to feelings slowly simmering — in fact, neither of them will admit their obvious feelings for one another until Battle of Britain day, an epic engagement in which Britain loses many young men — including Shaux, seemingly. Having recently read a BoB novel, this seemed old hat at first, but Eleanor’s role gave the book a fresh twist, allowing readers to experience some of her mathematical reasoning and struggles to work with officers to convert it into strategic planning. The book delivers a good view of the misery and fear of those fighting, but also of their resilience and adaptability: at one point the boys pay a visit to a racing ground that is closed for the war, and — upon realizing that its buildings would be quite useful on their base, lead to them disassembling it and creating for themselves a home a little more substantial than tents. The writing was solid on the whole, my only kvetch being at the very beginning when one officer explained to another officer just why the air battle is important. Obviously, this is an explanation meant for the extremely casual reader, and it seems a little forced, but that’s a very petty complaint, and I plan on reading more of this series.

But for the moment there were no 109s, and he could sit all alone, high on his Spitfire, reveling in the way it freed him from the earthbound chains of mere mortals, soaring as on wings like eagles, as the Bible said. The awesome power of the twelve-cylinder Merlin before him, twenty-seven liters of engineering perfection, propelling him through the sky … The elegant wings, each square foot lifting twenty pounds of aircraft in defiance of gravity … One of the fastest, and arguably the best, aircraft in the world … Who could ask for more?

“You must be here to perpetuate one of the three great lies of modern civilization.” He definitely reminded her of Rawley. “I beg your pardon?” “There are three great lies. One is ‘The cheque is in the post.’ The second cannot be repeated to a lady. The third great lie is ‘I’m from headquarters; I’m here to help.’

His long conversations with Eleanor at Oxford—in truth her long monologues in which she had poured out her soul and he had listened— had emphatically not been a waste of breath. They had been a glimpse into somebody else’s soul, a bridge to the rest of humanity. If she was coming to Oldchurch and hoping to talk to him, then the future, at least the immediate future, was worth living for.

Why didn’t he just tell Eleanor he loved her and take his chances? How could he lead 339 through enemy formations without a qualm but be unable to summon up the courage to confess his adoration?

She chuckled; she must be the only girl in England trying to decide whether she loved a man by applying the general theory of relativity.

“I … I’ll do my best, sir.”
“As shall we all, Mrs. Rand, as shall we all, with gathering skill and might, until, in the fullness of time, Herr Hitler and his monstrous ménage lie choking in their own vile excrement.” He really does talk that way, she thought as Churchill stood to wish her goodbye.

“So, if we put up with this, we’ll win?” Strictly speaking, Eleanor thought, according to minimax theory, if we put up with this, we won’t lose, but still…
“Yes, we’ll win.”

Coming up: Android bladerunners & the Cuban Missile Crisis

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Hit Refresh (it’s the F5 key)

When I first began using computers in the late 1990s, Microsoft was establishing itself as The Establishment — a successor to IBM, becoming the uncool behemoth. It wasn’t quite there yet, but it would be there soon. A few years ago, though, I noticed a change: Microsoft was becoming interesting again, and it seemed to owe to its most recent (and still current) CEO, Satya Nadella. Fortunately for my curiosity, Nadella had written a book on Microsoft’s embrace of the next phase of computing and delivers it in Hit Refresh, which has some biographical elements (in the bootloader, if you will) but which is largely about the change in Microsoft’s culture as it began pivoting away from self-contained products and embracing the twinned promises of Cloud and AI — twinned because Cloud could provide the data AI worked with to make predictions which would then benefit Cloud services. This embrace was crucial, Nadella writes, because Microsoft had missed several busses: Windows 95 was a computer released without any serious consideration of the World Wide Web which would explode as a presence around the same time, and the rocketing appeal of smartphones had been a similarly not-anticipated opportunity. By the time Microsoft got its act together and began producing artful devices like the Lumia, the market for smartphone users was being sewn up.

Some of the business-oriented stuff struck me as rather generic — having a solid vision for what you want to achieve, focus on inclusion, be open to collaboration, etc — but I enjoyed learning about the Microsoft-specific examples. The aggressive and open mindset appears to be working, given that Microsoft has double Google’s marketshare in cloud (though both are well behind Amazon) , and more significantly that it stole a march on Google with its AI acquisition. Bard is still less functional than Copilot, though I prefer Google’s interface. (For some reason Copilot won’t respond if you don’t keep its tab open, and it provides information line-by-line like the user is standing in front of some teletype.) The bits on AI will interest current readers most, given that Nadella alludes to uses of it that we’re now seeing happen, like AI integration with Microsoft 365. I enjoyed Nadella as an author, and learning that he has two children with developmental difficulties greatly increased my respect for him and his wife Anu, who must make an incredible team. Given how quickly the tech industry moves, Nadella’s changes have passed into history — with predictions made manifest, and some new projects now shelved — but this was an enjoyable look into Microsoft getting its groove back, and I was struck by how earnest and emphatic Nadella was.

Related:
Gates: How Microsoft’s Mogul Reinvented an Industry, Stephen Manes

Coming up: Beating Hitler with Spitfires and math: a love story. (Maybe. There’s no romance yet, but the Spitfire pilot and the mathematician went to school together, and he constantly thinks of her and she of him, so it’ll probably happen.)

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Reacting to ReaderRank

I recently noticed a thing called “ReaderRank” while browsing Booksirens for ARCs, and after connecting it to goodreads was amused to find my reviewing being…reviewed.

According to it, I am a ‘lenient’ reviewer because my average review is 4 stars. This is in part because I’m very picky about the books I read: I check out reviews and read samples before committing. I also only rank books I’ve read, unlike many of the trolls on goodreads and amazon who one-star books they’ve never read because they don’t like the book’s author/perspective/etc, and do the reverse for those they favor.

This is a little fun. I constantly get notifications from Google about Riding Rockets, which if I read today I would probably be a little kinder to given that I’ve ‘met’ Mullane in various astronaut memoirs and now appreciate him as more than the hormone-addled jock he comes off as in the book. I barely remember The Astral, and had to check out my review of it to remind myself of the story. I knew a hotel was involved and that was about it. The Tehran Initiative is presumably ‘overrated’ because the people reading it agreed with its warhawk stance re: Iran, not to mention the Left Behind-esque religious nature.

Now this I don’t understand at all: there are few people who can rival my nonfiction variety, something I say with as much humility as I can muster. Admittedly, my fiction reading is very siloed into historical and science fiction, so perhaps that combined with very generic nonfiction categorization is causing this weird summation.

Evidently I’ve read a book as short as 32 pages (has to be one of Amazon’s Warmer or Forward story collections), a book over a thousand pages (Will Durant or Brothers Karamazov), and prefer reading books in the late ’90s, 2000s, and early 2010s. Not a surprise, there: those would be most of the years I’ve been a living reader! Considering that I typically buy books used if I can find them in a library, there’s obviously a skew toward older books I can find cheap.

If you use ReaderRank, does it strike you as accurate?

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Top Ten Recentish Kindle Highlights

The Tuesday tease:

“Are you busy with something?” said the Major. “You can always call another time, when your paperwork is finished.”
“No, no, it’s just a final deal book I have to read—make sure all the decimal points are in the right place this time,” said Roger. “I can read and chat at the same time.”
“How efficient,” said the Major. “Perhaps I should try a few chapters of War and Peace while we talk?”

Today’s TTT is “favorite book quotes”, which…no. I have seventeen years of posts here, with quotes scattered between book reviews, kindle highlights, image captions, etc. I couldn’t even restrict my favorite C.S. Lewis quotes to ten, nevermind all of them. So, I’m going to share ten Kindle highlights from the last year.

The world is full of small ignorances,” said a quiet voice. Mrs. Ali appeared at his elbow and gave the young woman a stern look. “We must all do our best to ignore them and thereby keep them small, don’t you think?” (Major Pettigrew’s Last Stand)

Three months ago RAF Oldchurch had been a collection of sheep pastures surrounding a meandering stream. One of the meadows had doubled as the village cricket field; a local rule gave an extra run to any batsman who struck a sheep, and four runs if the sheep fell over. (Breaking Point: A Novel of the Battle of Britain)

But the chapel of the Tower of London has a register that makes chilling reading. The clerk obviously got bored with laboriously copying out ‘hanged, drawn and quartered’ time after time, so he abbreviated it to ‘h d q’. (Elizabeth’s London)

In a well-known passage from Milan Kundera’s 1979 novel The Book of Laughter and Forgetting, one character says that “the first step in liquidating a people . . . is to erase its memory. Destroy its books, its culture, its history. Then have somebody write new books, manufacture a new culture, invent a new history. Before long the nation will begin to forget what it is and what it was.” (Breaking Bread with the Dead)

Kavanaugh describes it best: “In a culture of lived atheism and the enthroned commodity . . . the practicing Christian should look like a Martian. He or she will never feel fully at home in the commodity kingdom. If the Christian does feel at home, something is drastically wrong.” (Dangerous Passions, Deadly Sins: Learning from the Psychology of Ancient Monks)

Placing undue importance on your emotions is a little like stepping onto a swivel chair to reach something on a high shelf. Emotions are likely to skitter out from under you, casters and all. Worse, attending to our feelings often causes them to intensify. Leading kids to focus on their emotions can encourage them to be more emotional. (Bad Therapy: Why the Kids Aren’t Growing Up)

In the eighties, when the prevailing wisdom was that American cities were full of gangs, drugs, homeless people who raped joggers, joggers who raped the homeless, and Satanists who sat around sacrificing children and playing Dungeons & Dragons, the narrative of many a film was “moving out to the country” to get away from all the danger. But we knew what the movies did not: that the country was much worse. We had no Satanists, but we did have tractors and hay balers, which I am pretty sure killed more children during that same period than Satan ever could. Drownings, snakebites, sharpened hatchets, antler impalings, alligators, hunting accidents, runaway pulpwood trucks barreling down gravel roads: Every week, we had a new disfiguring injury to report. (The World’s Largest Man)

Thus you can do the quasi-mechanical thing, and compel children to go to school, but you cannot compel them to do the human thing, which is to learn. Or if you can compel some measure of learning — holding above their heads the threat of tests — you cannot compel the love of learning, because love, by its very nature, cannot be compelled but can only be given in freedom. (The Lies of of Our Time)

Do you see? A novel is teachable when it gives the teacher a lot to talk about besides the novel. That’s the ideal. Because, with really good literature, the author says everything there is to say. That’s why he’s the author, and you’re not. You can’t teach a good novel; you just read it. (The Reactionary Mind)

We do not want merely to see beauty, though, God knows, even that is bounty enough. We want something else which can hardly be put into words—to be united with the beauty we see, to pass into it, to receive it into ourselves, to bathe in it, to become part of it. (The Weight of Glory)

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Major Pettigrew’s Last Stand

Major Pettigrew’s entire life is being unsettled. He’d just suddenly lost his brother, and after the funeral, the Major’s self-absorbed and materialistic son arrives and declares his intentions to move closer to the village — along with his new finance, an even more shallow and materialistic American woman. The local lord, a man previously devoted to defending the countryside, is working on plans to turn parts of his estate into a new residential community, possibly displacing current residents. And then there’s Mrs. Ali, the shopkeeper’s widow who …who…..well, he’s having feelings for her, and it just won’t do. It won’t. Different cultures, and different classes, mustn’t be done. On the other hand, the love of an intelligent woman who loves reading as much as he does is worth looking like a silly ass with a schoolboy crush.

This is a conventional cozy-village-romance story, perfectly charming, of course. I read it thinking it was another Rachel Joyce novel and didn’t realize it wasn’t until I’d finished the thing — though I knew I wasn’t as into it as actual Joyce novels. I loved the major immediately, an older widower who strikes the right balance between being extremely attached to tradition and propriety, and openness: imagine David Horton with Hugo’s heart. (And further imagine Hugo was an absolutely vain, shallow ass, then you’ll have the dynamic between the Major and his son.) The Major is descended from a line of military men, and he has a strong attachment and devotion to his village. The major is here embroiled in one mess after another — arguing with his sister-in-law over settling the estate, despairing over his son’s selfishness and vanity, being pulled into absurd community events like a themed dance — all the while enjoying and distracted by a budding friendship that has a romantic charge. Simonson works in a great deal of ordinary human drama into a simple story: the Major’s awareness that age and death are coming for him, his concern about what he leaves behind him (both a son and a village threatened by redevelopment), the class and racial differences and tension that his growing connection to Mrs. Ali bring out, etc. Distinct but connecting to the Major’s story are others, like that of a young man who struggles with love and principle and responsibility, and of course — village politics. I’ll reread Simonson again — she has a recent one about lady flyers which looks promising.

Coming up: Microsoft’s embrace of Cloud/AI, and a novel about Spitfires.

Highlights:

It surprised him that his grief was sharper than in the past few days. He had forgotten that grief does not decline in a straight line or along a slow curve like a graph in a child’s math book. Instead, it was almost as if his body contained a big pile of garden rubbish full both of heavy lumps of dirt and of sharp thorny brush that would stab him when he least expected.

“The world is full of small ignorances,” said a quiet voice. Mrs. Ali appeared at his elbow and gave the young woman a stern look. “We must all do our best to ignore them and thereby keep them small, don’t you think?”

She looked at him and he read in her eyes a disappointment that he should have stooped to the dead-relative excuse. Yet he was as entitled as the next man to use it. People did it all the time; it was understood that there was a defined window of availability beginning a decent few days after a funeral and continuing for no more than a couple of months. Of course, some people took dreadful advantage and a year later were still hauling around their dead relatives on their backs, showing them off to explain late tax payments and missed dentist appointments: something he would never do.

“Are you busy with something?” said the Major. “You can always call another time, when your paperwork is finished.”
“No, no, it’s just a final deal book I have to read—make sure all the decimal points are in the right place this time,” said Roger. “I can read and chat at the same time.”
“How efficient,” said the Major. “Perhaps I should try a few chapters of War and Peace while we talk?”

“Civic unrest? This is war, Major,” said Alice, chuckling at him. “Man the barricades and break out the Molotov cocktails!” “You do what you must,” said the Major. “I shall write a stern letter to the planning officer.”

“I did say we’d be down to visit soon,” said Roger. “I told you at the cottage.”
“Alas, if I planned my weekends around the hope that you would carry through on a promise to visit, I would be a lonely old man sitting amid a growing tower of clean bed linen and uneaten cake,” said the Major.

“Oh, it’s simple pragmatism, Dad. It’s called the real world. If we refused to do business with the morally questionable, the deal volume would drop in half and the good guys like us would end up poor. Then where would we all be?”
“On a nice dry spit of land known as the moral high ground?” suggested the Major.

“As one who has been weak,” said Abdul Wahid in a quiet voice, “I can attest to you that it is not a path to happiness.”

“What I’m trying to say is that I think that is how everyone feels in the abstract. But then life hands you something concrete—something concrete like little George—and abstracts have to go out the window.”

“You are very strange,” he said. “Are you saying it is wrong, stupid, to try to live a life of faith?”
“No, I think it is admirable,” said the Major. “But I think a life of faith must start with remembering that humility is the first virtue before God.”
“I live as simply as I can,” said Abdul Wahid.
“I have admired that about you, and it has been refreshing to my own spirit to see a young man who is not consumed by material wants.” As he said this, the thought of Roger and his shiny ambition made a bitter taste in his mouth. “I am just asking you to consider, and only to consider, whether your ideas come from as humble a place as your daily routine.”

“But I must ask you, do you really understand what it means to be in love with an unsuitable woman?”
“My dear boy,” said the Major. “Is there really any other kind?”

He allowed himself to imagine striding into her shop at the end of the day, smelling of gunpowder and rain-misted leather, a magnificent rainbow-hued drake spilling from his game bag. It would be a primal offering of food from man to woman and a satisfyingly primitive declaration of intent. However, he mused, one could never be sure these days who would be offended by being handed a dead mallard bleeding from a breast full of tooth-breaking shot and sticky about the neck with dog saliva.

“These days, men expect their wives to be as dazzling as their mistresses.”
“That’s shocking,” said the Major. “How on earth will they tell them apart?”

“She’s a bad idea.”
“Chimpanzees writing poetry is a bad idea,” said the Major. “Receiving romantic advice from you is also a bad, if not horrendous, idea. Spending an hour dropping in on an old friend is a good idea and also none of your business.”

“If we stop for reality, I will never leave here,” she said. “It is too sensible to stay.

“I do try to avoid killing ladies, no matter how psychotic they may be.”

“I know something of shame,” said the Major. […]“How can we not all feel it? We are all small-minded people, creeping about the earth grubbing for our own advantage and making the very mistakes for which we want to humiliate our neighbors.” As he risked a peek over the sharp chalk edge, his stomach churned at the jagged teeth of rocks waiting below them and he almost lost his train of thought. “I think we wake up every day with high intentions and by dusk we have routinely fallen short. Sometimes I think God created the darkness just so he didn’t have to look at us all the time.”

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al Khamissi’s Taxi

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Step into a Cairo taxi, circa mid-2000s, and listen to the rumblings of revolution. I can’t remember how this book appeared on my radar — only that it happened recently, and that I bought a used copy almost immediately — but proved a quick and absorbing read. The setup is simple: Khamissi is a journalist who depends on taxis to get around Cairo, and in the mid-2000s he began taking notes on his conversations with cabbies, and here presents them in fictionalized dialogues. He notes from the start that despite the fact that Cairo has thousands of cabs, the life is typically a losing proposition for the drivers, especially those who are renting the car from someone else. This quickly becomes apparent to the reader, as well: we find cabbies who have been driving for twelve-hour stints or more, simply because the bills are due and they’re desperate, as well as drivers who engage in other opportunities (gambling, investing, etc) in hopes of increasing their income. Oddly, there are no (or were none, it’s been fifteen years) standardized rates, so fares were a subject of confrontational haggling. (And not the near-absurd kind created by tar’rouf in Iran.)

A frequent theme of the discussions is geopolitics: at the time, the terror-war had expanded into Iraq, something none of the drivers were happy about. They regarded Hussein as a friend of Egyptians, because he protected Egyptian nationals within Iraq, and also resented Mubarak’s relations with DC, which used financial ‘assistance’ to the government (two billion a year) to enlist its cooperation (i.e. play nice with Israel). One driver went on such a rant about it that he’d be welcome company at a libertarian pub crawl. Egyptians appear to be savvier about the stupidity of DC’s mideastern meddling than the entirety of the American electorate, calling out the fact that DC is giving money to rival factions, one of which actively funds terrorist activity against it.) Another common issue is endemic corruption, especially from local cops, and people’s utter frustration with the government. One man, though not an observant Muslim, wants to put the Muslim Brotherhood in charge simply because nothing else has worked. (Readers who followed Egypt in the Arab Spring may remember that the Brotherhood rose to power but were ousted by the military in 2013.) The collection isn’t all politics, though: the cabbies range from cynics to true believers, whether the subject be Egypt’s football scene or religion. One recollects with amusement how an extremely modest woman in a veil and hijab changed clothes inside his cab, morphing into a club worker in revealing clothes: he was so distracted he nearly rammed a car at a redlight. Another announced to the author that he was a smuggler, helping bring in untaxed cigarettes into the country. Overall, this is an interesting ‘slice of life’ kind of book.

Related:
Taxi! A Social History of the New York Cab Driver
, Graham Russell
Hack: How I Stopped Worrying About What to do with my Life and Started Driving a Yellow Cab, Melissa Plaut
Mean Streets: Confessions of a Nightime Taxi Driver, Peter McSherry

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May Flowers

‘If you are going to this woman, if you are going to walk the length of England without a map and your mobile and without even telling me first, then at least have the goodness to own up to what you’re doing. This is your choice, Harold. (The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry)

Today’s TTT is themed “May Flowers”, but I’m going to go with a three-part presentation. First up, books with flowers in the title. Most of them I haven’t read, but when I did a search I found eight that sounded rather interesting so I’m going to share them here, and a few of them I might actually read! Second, I’m going to share some of my favorite flower photos from my Instagram, and thirdly I’m going to embed one of my favorite pieces of music, “Duo des fleurs”. Actually, let’s start with that..

(1) Flowers for Algernon. Possibly the most depressing novel I’ve ever read, and I’ve read it at least three times since middle school.
(2) The Blood of Flowers, Anita Amirrezvani. A novel about a young woman who becomes a weaver of rugs in Isfahan. The rest of these are just books I saw when I searched for “flowers” in worldcat.


(3) One Hundred Flowers, Georgia O’Keefe. This has prints of one hundred of her paintings. I’ve never really explored her art but could see this being a nice coffee table book.
(4) Flowers from Berlin, a 1985 spy novel in which an FBI agent is tracking a talented German spy whose intent is to knock off FDR.
(5) Flowers in the Sky, a novel about a young woman from the Dominican Republic who moves to New York City.
(6) A Hundred Flowers, Gail Tsukiyama. A novel about the chaos and slaughter of Mao’s cultural revolution.
(7) Dog Flowers, a story of a librarian who returns to her parents on the Navajo reservation and puts her archival skills to work.
(8) In the Palace of Flowers, a story of two slaves finding love in late 19th century Iran, in the midst of Britain and Russia’s “great game” vying for influence in the region.
(9) The Brief Life of Flowers, a work commenting on the cultural and environmental importance of flowers.
(10)Ikebana: The Zen Way of Flowers,Yuji Ueno. On mindful flower arrangment and presentation?

It’s lily season on the Cahaba river! A few stretches of the Cahaba river have the shoals required to host short-lived Cahaba lilies, which bloom for a couple of months and attract thousands of viewers. The most popular location to visit them is in West Blocton.

These are Louisiana iris, I believe, from a stand that used to bloom every late March and very early April. Sadly, they’ve not done so in two years: I suspect the especially hard winter we had in 2022, with two weeks of sustained subzero temperatures (a freakish occurrence in central Alabama) did them in.

I took this in April of last year, though I’m not sure where.

The early bumble gets the pollen..
Hi, Biscus!

Oh, and here’s another flower.

I miss bustin’ through your kitchen door
I won’t lie I know that I should’ve
Went to church with you more
I’m in a place you never thought I’d be
Most nights I wonder if you’d
Be proud of me
And I could put a flower on your grave but it would
Probably just blow away and you wouldn’t know I put it there, anyhow
I don’t feel so good anymore, at least not
Like I did before, but I still think you love me, anyhow
Yeah I still think you love me anyhow

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The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry

A letter arrives; lives are changed. Harold Fry and his wife Maureen are retired and struggling: their relationship is dead, their beds in different rooms. Then Harold receives a letter that an old friend and coworker is dying of cancer. Shaken, he writes her a letter and makes for the post box to mail it. A decision to press on a little further and take it directly to the post office leads to Harold getting it in his head that if he walks to deliver the letter to Queenie directly that she’ll live. So…he keeps walking, in his boat shoes and without a stitch of protective clothing or preparation. Although the book begins as a slightly comic, slightly sad story of a man embarking on a crazy and very uncomfortable idea, it quickly begins maturing into something altogether deep and moving. This walk of Harold’s isn’t just about trying to will the universe into not killing someone who meant something important to him; it’s about exorcising the demons of the past. Without his phone, without the distractions of everyday life that throw a sheet over that pesky inner voice — of observation, reflection, even rumination — Harold suddenly has occasion to genuinely reflect on his life and the past. Harold may be traveling lightly, but he carries burdens with him, and now he has no choice but to feel their weight. Despite the tragedy that is revealed here, though, this is not a sad book; like The Music Shop, human connection and beauty prevail. Harold’s journey wakes him up to life again — the smell of flowers and something in the wind that he’d never catch from in a car — and brings his and others’ lives together. He meets people on the road and is changed by them just as their encounters with him change them, and Harold begans to appreciate what characters we persons can be, lovely despite of our frailties. I am really loving Rachel Joyce as a writer.

Highlights:

[Butterflies] have such a short time to live, and they spend it kissing flowers.

It’s amazing, the difference a bit of light makes. Especially when it’s inside you.

People were buying milk, or filling their cars with petrol, or even posting letters. And what no one else knew was the appalling weight of the thing they were carrying inside. The superhuman effort it took sometimes to be normal, and a part of things that appeared both easy and everyday. The loneliness of that.

Wild garlic filled the air with its sweet pungency. Once more, it surprised him how much was at his feet, if only he had known to look.[….] He had learned that it was the smallness of people that filled him with wonder and tenderness, and the loneliness of that too. The world was made up of people putting one foot in front of the other; and a life might appear ordinary simply because the person living it had done so for a long time. Harold could no longer pass a stranger without acknowledging the truth that everyone was the same, and also unique; and that this was the dilemma of being human.”

It struck her again what tumult the human heart continues to feel. To a young person, passing Rex in the street, he would look like a helpless old man. Out of touch with reality, and all spent. Yet, beneath his waxen skin, and inside his portly frame, there was a heart that beat with the same passion as a teenager’s.

Sometimes you make a mistake. You do something that you can’t undo, and that mistake becomes a part of who you are. But it doesn’t define you. You define yourself.

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May the Forth was funner when it was an inside geek joke and not a Disney holiday

Just saying.

This is a screenshot from 2020. Finally remembered to post it.
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The Store

At a last huzzah in New York, surrounded by former writers who the modern economy has made superfluous, Jacob and Megan announce to their friends that they are doing the unthinkable: they’re joining The Store. The Store dominates the American economy, just as its delivery drones fill the skies and its lobbying dollars fill the pockets of politicians happy to write laws that give it even more authority and greater profit margins. But Jacob and Megan haven’t decided to sell out, not really: they’re going to beard the lion in its den by joining The Store and then writing a tell-all. Uprooting their lives, they move across the country and settle into their new home in the company town of New Burg and get to work investigating. What they find is an utter creep show: their neighbors and coworkers act like drones with perpetual smiles on their faces, and there’s always the feeling of being watched and listened to. It would be difficult enough to make the transition from New York intellectuals to factory workers in any situation, now they’re living in what feels like a cult, where the only normal people are stoned all the time. His kids, while initially uncomfortable, are quickly sucked into involvement with Store programs, smitten by the new technology, but Jacob and Megan continue to be alarmed by the weirdness of their new lives — especially by the things that begin happening when Jacob doesn’t settle down and become a good producer-consumer clone, but continues asking questions and taking notes — harrassment from cops, the disappearance of neighbors who had shared confidences. Increasingly, too, Jacob feels like Megan is pulling back from the project, becoming more comfortable within The Store as she rises through its ranks — and soon, Jacob is on the run, all alone.

Although remniscient of Rob Hart’s The Warehouse and Dave Eggers’ The Circle and The Every in subject, The Store is…well, what I expected from James Patterson: it’s airplane literature, fast and mostly empty. Eggers’ worldbuilding and execution were deeply unsettling beause they were so plausible: its characters’ behavior were warped in ways a reader could recognize: The Warehouse succeeded because it was so closely based on the actual practices of Amazon warehouses — and in both, the inhumanity appeared, emerged from practices that were simply meant to be efficient or profitable. Here, though, The Store is set up as a creepy villain: it turns its employees into cultists, it surveils everything, etc, and there’s no apparent reason for it beyond “The Store is the baddie and the reader needs to really dislike them”. Why would any company creep new employees out by having their house filled with stuff liked that which they’ve bought before, ambush them with unsettling smiling human robotics who all say the same catch phrases, and film people constantly? It was all too forced for me, and while there was some mildly interesting character drama between Jake and his wife as she becomes less resistent to The Store’s culture, this was completely ruined by the twist ending which reveals that Jake is not the most reliable of narrators. More’s the pity considering he’s about the only character with any degree of development. Ultimately, this made for OK lunch reading — I did knock it off in two settings, so I can’t say it was uninteresting — but it’s far from the level of the aforementioned works, and not substantially interesting or memorable at all. Possibly suitable for older relatives who like complaining about Amazon.

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